Sunday, July 3, 2011

Understand or seek understanding

I speak from understanding and empathy knowing that we all have heavy burdens to bear wether they come form past experiences, present trials, or fears and unsureities regarding what the future holds.

It is an awful feeling to believe that no one cares. That no one is there for you or no one will understand. I also understand that there are some events and feelings that we will never share with any one and that is an entirely different subject. But I’m speaking of that search for understanding when you feel you’re all alone.

The first understanding you shoul come to is that it is highly unlikely that you will find someone with the same trial and the same circumstances. You are unique and your life is a path that you are the very first to travel. However every feeling that you feel has also been felt by countless others . . .there are those who understand.

Countless others have had to make crucial decisions, life changing decisions. . . there are those who understand.

Sadness and dispair is sadness and dispair regardless of the onset or circumstances . . . there are those who understand.

Joy and elation is joy and elation regardless of age, time or location . . . there are those who understand.

Everyone you have ever met either has or will have to deal will loss and regardless of the differences in detail if you know what its like to loose something or someone, you know what it feels like to lose something or someone . . . there are those who understand.

Talk with me . . .  you may understand me or I may understand you . . .

A Question of Faith >>>

A Question of Faith

I often wonder how it works.
Can I just believe?
I often wonder will it work,
will I live to see?

I often think of what it takes.
Do I have enough?
Just what shall I add to faith. . .
work, hope, love?

I cannot walk in faith alone . . .
Is it all I need?
Should I work to gather love,
or can I just believe?

Must I hope love will come?
Is it all for nought?
Can my faith stand alone,
when work comes to a halt?

When love cannot be felt or found,
will my faith succeed,
In reassuring me love abounds,
for God is love indeed.

When hope has been chiseled away,
by the storms of life.
Will faith help me stand my ground.
when I must deal with strife?

If I’m simply too exhausted
to find the strength within,
and I have to break from working . . .
Will my faith carry me then?

Can these questions be answered
or must I simply live and learn?
Is the answer right in front of me,
yet difficult to discern?

Is my faith enough?
Or will it require more,
when I left behind
as hope and love walk out the door
Is my faith enough,

when work is not allowed
will I be unable to see
a face among the crowd
Will it all over whelm me?
Will I drift away?
I’ll work hard, give and accept love
And hope my faith will stay.

In the end I hope to find
if in my works there is something I lack
and it comes to a point where faith isn’t enough
then Love has my back.

an Original ~Princess

Saturday, July 2, 2011

Flowers For the Living - 2005

Flowers For the Living


Often times flowers are for
those who have gone on
But this is my flower of appreciation
Because of you I’m not alone

I’m taking this time to tell you
for if I don’t you may never know
How much you’ve truly blessed me
by the Love and support you show

The Lord has recently shown me
My life up to this day
He pointed to the many Angels
who have helped me along the way

Many of them will never know
the amazing difference they’ve made
That’s when I realized I must tell you
For it’s now my respects should be paid

I’m sincerely saying; Thank You

Its coming form the heart
I want you to know how special you are
before our paths grow apart

You’ve prayed for me and helped me
im more ways than I can describe
Sometimes it was just your smile, your presence
That made you the angle by my side

To you I owe much
and much I should be giving
but please accept this small thing
A Flower For The Living

Written in love for all the Angels who have been there for me and mine.
I love you all
a Princess Kimberly Original - 2005

the gift of YOU~SPECIAL GIFTS

Thank you


Most of my poetry strongly exemplifies what lies at the heart of my life - I have been through a
lot (as we all have) but the important thing is how I made it through . . . so, I owe a lot! My heart
is filled with the love He has shown. As undeserving as I am - we all have a “track record” but. . .

We also have . . .
SPECIAL GIFTS

There is a special gift we give, with each kind word we say.
A special gift is received, with each prayer we pray.

A special gift is shared, in every passing hello.
A gift comes with every thought, of the special ones we know.

Every blessing is given, that it might be available to share.
And, In our doing so, someone learns that Jesus cares.

At times we fail to realize, the difference that we make,
when we share a portion of our lives, without calling it a mistake
Someone needs to know, that we gladly offer,
the love first given unto us, by our Heavenly Father.

We will not always have, the customary gratitude,
for sometimes the gift is not understood, for another year or two

But . . .
a special gift is missed when we forget to smile
a special gift is longed for when we don’t speak for a while

when we tell someone how we feel, a trapped gift is set free
and I can not tell you
just how much
the gift of YOU
means to me

Princess Kimberly Original
Kimberly D White

"Arise woman"

Writing and Poetry

I need to talk. . .

"Arise woman"
I know who I need to talk to. . .
Yes, It's You

You, who has been my buckler through all this.
You, who continues to make my way plain,
through blessing after blessing
(although I don't deserve it) However, (Hallelujah) You have made it known that It's already mine.

I don't have to work for It ~ yet to I must learn to have It
and NO
I don't deserve It - but to have it I must Die

For you have called me
your own
and have given me Life over death
and I humbly accepted.

Questionable and wrong,
but still useful in your plan.
It's already mine?

Stop worrying?
Yes.
Walk in Freedom

He has said,

"I've given it to you,
but you must walk in it!
Come, lay it all here at my feet,
and know
I Am, The Lord your God.
I, who spoke you into being,
will place your every step
according to my plan for you.
Arise!"

Walk in the full ness of your blessing!
Faith,
If you truly accept it,
Salvation!!
Walk in Freedom!

Lay aside all chains,
they have long since been broken.

Walk in Freedom
Yes
I needed to talk to You.

But are You talking to me? or, are you talking through me?
I feel blessed.
As your child.
Redeemed by you,
being purified by you,
to be transformed by you,
I will, walk in the fullness of ,
Mother (for You will be their Father)

Doctor (for You will heal through me)

Servant (for You gave a perfect Teacher with a perfect lesson plan{JESUS})

Woman (for You created me).

-K. D. W. '06
Happy Mothers day!!

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Relationships require . . . (yes there are times)

Relationships require Hard Work and Endurance


No! . . . Not Love.
No. Not this time.

HERE we emphasize hard work and endurance.
You can’t take the First Step twice, and Love IS the first step.
Nope! Here, you walk
No first steps and love is not the focus

HERE its hard work and endurance.

~Work Is Not Relative! It does not depend on your opinion, nor does it chang with your mood.
WORK just IS (and this is hard work).

It begs to be completed whether you enjoy it or not.
When you don’t address it ~*~ it remains undone, incomplete, and unfulfilled.
It remains work.

No one can do your work for you.
~You Can Not fulfill the obligations of another; for when work is assumed by another it becomes the possession of another ~*~ Their Work. . . . leaving behind them the work the YOU MUST DO.

Your work remains undone . . . You still have work to do.

So you see this is not about love because I Love You!
This here is about hard work and endurance. . .
How long will your work go undone?
And most importantly. . .

How long are you willing to Work?
Endurance is required!!!!!

)riginal – Princess Kimberly ~ White Dec 2010

an intoxicating event

. . . meeting and getting to know someone new is an intoxicating event for a person like me – I thrive on shared wisdom and learning from the experiences of others . . . There is so much I want to do, see, read about, and experience that there is no way, realistically, that I can do it all – but. . . God being so great; he has given me (just as he has given everyone else) a world full of interesting people to learn from and share with and for each one I meet I am grateful; by each exchange I am blessed >>> With shared knowledge we can have a stronger community – but for some reason (I know it is because we are all different) many people don’t like to share.


Our time is so short here and we HAVE because so many others have worked and shared, preservation and perseverance dictates and requires that we not only show extensive respect and appreciation for those that came before, but we must also pay it forward and all around – Encouragement of the spirit and soul is a great way to share with the current population because it spreads and escalates and leads to development. Planning, education, and creativity are the best ways to pay it forward and provide for those who are yet to come. But we can’t just be hearers, contemplators, observers, or initiators – we must be doers and completers (I say this as encouragement, and development for my own soul – I have started so many projects over the past 10 years but I really need to see most of them to completion)

I could go on and on about my views and understandings – I like to talk but let me add that I read a lot of nonfiction and I can be a deep thinker >>> but we’ll keep it light lol ~ I certainly have a solid belief system, a lot of faith, and a few religiosities but for the most part I’m open minded, understanding, tolerant, respectful, and forgiving. Above all I’m curious about the behaviors, and journeys of others and how their paths intertwine with mine.

~ Original Princess K D White